Year 2

Its been 2 years since our dear Sebrena died.  There is not a day that goes by that I do no think about her.  Most of the time I think about her with out tears.. Sometimes the tears are there.

The kids are getting big.  Rocco is way too big for you to pick up and dance around with.  Cookie & Dolly are such a joy to be with and every so often Noahkeem asks about you.  Usually questions that I can't answer. 

2 days ago at work someone made hot chocolate in  a crockpot.  I didnt have any.  I was told  it was way too chocolately.  All I could think about was the time when you made that infamous hot chocolate for me.  You swore it was the best because you got the cocoa powder from Ghana.  So I drank it and it reaked havoc on my stomach!  Im laughing now but, it wasn't funny then.  It was soooo chocolately I knew the moment I drank it that it was going to upset my stomach.  It was  still  nice of you to offer me your best hot chocolate. 

I have to say, I  miss you dear Sebrena.  I wish that I could see you again, sooner rather than later.  I wish that I were shopping for an outfit to wear to your New Year's after party.  I wish the phone would ring and it would be your voice on the other end.  Every once in a while I listen to your voice message and read the last texts you sent... Just to keep you close. 

So here I sit wiping away my tears and about to start my day.. with thoughts of you. Thankyou for touching our lives.  You are so loved and missed by so many.  You will always be in my heart.

1 month later

Its been exactly one month since my last post.  I decided not to drop off the blogsphere completely but  trying to figure out a way to blog the happiness of life at least once or twice a week. 

Thankfully, I found my camera's charger so hopefully I will be able to post some new pics of my world with all this free time I have on my hands.  Until then I'll be consulting with  Santa, packing lunches,  and  tying shoe laces.